July 22 2014, 02:02 PM
//goooood morning, day, evening and night to all my LOVELY followers and Once-ler’s customers!
As celebrating the fact that I’m returning back to the Once-ler fandom, I’m creating a brand new blog for this man. As some of you might know already I’ve never really liked this blog’s name and because this is my side blog, It makes some things harder.
So this is a heads up to you all, and I think the next answers will be answered on the new blog! Whoohoo!
So wait a little more and I hope you’ll like the new upgraded Once-ler ask blog!
And don’t forget that you will always need a Thneed! See you again soon, dears!//
July 20 2014, 01:23 AM
//Once-ler has couple of asks and I want to draw him answer them NOW, but I’m staying with my friends couple of days. THE INSPIRATION.//
July 15 2014, 05:09 PM
//Hello I miss you ask Once-ler something I promise he will answer, he misses you too bai//
March 14 2014, 07:49 AM
Hey hon! I'm sorry to hear what's happened. I've been in the same boat and I know how awful it feels. I'm glad that you know what's wrong now and I hope things will get better. Depression won't go away and it'll linger, but it won't mean life will always be miserable. It'll be okay and you'll be okay. I wish you the best of luck and you can talk to me anytime if you want to!
Mod here still!
Thank you so much for your words, you’re one of my dearest followers. :D I know (or more like I’m sticking to this thought) that things will turn right right after I’m back on the road where I belong. Trying to get in some schools and away from the work I’m stuck and which isn’t me at all.
But don’t you worry, my followers! I see light already and I got some peace from my thoughts. I’m so glad I have so many nice friends and followers here and thanks to you all! You are the dearest, really! “Once Biggering…” has grown so much and I don’t want to lose this fandom and people inside it.
Wuv you ;n; <3<3<3
March 13 2014, 10:07 PM
Hello, it’s this blog’s mod here talking now!
Some of you may have noticed that this blog went kinda silent, and just like that. My mind had playing tricks with me for some time already and finally it got to the point that it just cracked.
Over a year I searched answer why I was so tired all the time and why my energy was always drained. I was also so ANGRY all the time for all little things and it got me into situations I never wanted to be. Little by little, I didn’t do my job as good as I used to (I have always thought myself as a good worker so it was bit of a shock for me that I couldn’t do the job as good as I wanted), I got anxious and stressed, and in the end it was hard to be interested with my hobbies (photography, dolls, drawing, etc) and I realised that I didn’t enjoy them anymore, I didn’t get any satisfaction from my hobbies. Or yes, of course, if I felt like doing it, I was interested and happy about it, but it lasted only the time I was doing it, I didn’t have any nice feelings in my pocket so my life would feel like… well, LIFE. When I was with my friends and when I did something nice, I enjoyed then, but right after that I forgot how it feels to be happy and how to enjoy things. And it was harder and harder to pic up my camera and dolls and drawing equipments, etc and so it got there when I had nothing to post. My personal blog is running very slow too because I don’t have the energy and I feel like I don’t have any ideas what to put there or what to do.
And the horrifying thing about this what I realised wasn’t supposed to be is that I feel that everything is happening in dream, that nothing is real. I talked about this feeling with my friend and she said that she didn’t have anything similar and I was shocked. I felt so long like this that I got to believe that nothing really isn’t real and I felt hopeless about life, that was life going to be like this for the rest of my life? That it doesn’t matter if I die?
But don’t worry, I’ve never attempted suicide and I’ll never going to. Now I know things are going to better and I’m started to remember that it was always like that, that some years ago I was energic and happy. I finally got answers what was wrong with me.
I got diagnosed with depression, and that was the last thing I was really thinking. I thought everything through vitamins, food, exercise, etc, I was thinking about narcolepsy and I was examined about hypothyroidism. I was always talking about my friends who had depression but never thought that I would have that too, and when I talked to my roomie, and when she said that it would be depression, I was really hoping that it wasn’t because mind is so hard to repair and it takes time.
But I’m not saying that it wasn’t relieving to know what was wrong with me, finally I had some answers and that I wasn’t just LAZY and that ANGRY and NASTY person, and after some therapy I don’t get angry so easily, so it’s helped. Now I’m just super tired all the time.
And when I got in to this fandom, I was so energized and I was so productive, IT WAS AMAZING. For a long time I hadn’t been that happy and feeling like that! It was amazing time. And I feel sorry, that I kinda just disappeared. I tried, but my energy just got flushed. And from there the time I got a diagnose, and after that, it took some time I was able to believe that I was depressed, for a while I thought I was just making an excuse for my lazy and angry attitude and was ashamed that I got my psychiatrist to write me an excuse, but finally, with the help of my psychiatric nurse and my real part of my brain, my mind let me to believe it. My darkest side of my brain is sometimes trying to scream everything negative, but I’m lucky that there still IS the part of my brain which is thinking reasonable.
But don’t worry about me, I’m on the way to recovery and I have some hiatus from my work, I’m thinking more about myself and let me just do nice things. I’m still here and I’m waiting the days when I have energy to start continuing where I left. I’m taking my recovery slow and easy so I’ll really get over this, I’m trying not to take stress from every little thing, so right now I can’t promise when I’ll start playing with my ask blog again, but I can say that I haven’t abandoned it and you. I owe so much for this fandom, the weeks I was in it, I learned alot. Before this I was only coloring with computer, but I sketch with traditionally almost never.
Now I’m too tired to check any errors in my text but I hope you understand what I was saying. :D Thank you so much. I love you and I hope you know it.
AND ONCE-LER IS YELLING THAT YOU SHOULD BUY MORE THNEEDS!!!
there’s alot of them